Kebebasan Bersuara @ Freedom of Speech

Kali nie aku nak menyentuh tentang kebebasan bersuara...seberapa bebaskah kita dapat menyuarakan apa kata hati, tak kisah dimana2 sahaja...terutama dilaman2 sosial (especially Facebook yang menjadi kegilaan ramai)....

Aku terpanggil untuk menyuarakan kata hati aku kali ini...sebab dah terlalu kerap pulak aku terkena senario yang orang tiba2 'kisah' pada posting2 aku...walaupun ia dibuat secara 'anonymous'. Tanpa sebarang nama...tanpa pangkal nama sekalipun (contohnya : Si A, si polan, Encik S, Pn C, or whoever).

Well, susahnyer if nak berFB tapi kisahkan sangat tentang posting orang lain. Asyik2 terasa pedas, sikit2 terase sengal ulu hati. Kalau dah macam tu better don't mingle..don't start an account pun. And if dah ada account, don't add people :) look...for those super-DUPER-sensitive person out there, THIS WORLD DON'T EVOLVE AROUND YOU...ALONE :)

In the first place, kenapa nak terasa if you didn't do what people wrote kan? Contohnye : 'aku bengang dgn mangkuk ayun yg tak reti nak basuh pinggan mangkuk sendiri'...well, why should you terasa yang you adalah mangkuk ayun yang dimaksudkan itu if in the first place you selalu membasuh pinggan mangkuk you sendiri ;) got what I mean?

So kalau dah nak posting jer kene ingat nak jaga hati 1479 orang rakan2 FB anda, kat manakah terletaknya FREEDOM OF SPEECH anda itu?

Fikir-fikirkanlah...

WORTH IT KE TANGGUNG KESAKITAN UNTUK ORANG LAIN???

Saat ini aku mmg sangat rindukan all my "bloodsisters" yang selalu mendokong aku zahir dan batin :) wah dalamnya statement ini...

You guys see...kalau kita betul2 rapat dan sayangkan seseorang tak kisahlah sedare ke or kengkawan, of course kita akan 'sakit' bila diaorang 'sakit'/disakiti...common sense kan? takkan lah kita nak biar diaorang 'sakit' seorang diri, sebab diaorang akan lebih 'sakit' bila kita tak sama2 kongsi kesakitan tu...

That's what I'll do for my bloodsisters...no matter what is the consequences I'll bleed for them...sbb I don't want them to bleed alone. Ntahlah aku mmg jenis mcm tu kot...tak boleh buat ape2 dah...

So how would you feel if....tetibe you get hurt and you'll ended up hurting alone? Rasa sangat tak worth it lahhh...

Bukan nak minta simpati...tak payah buat ape2 pun...just to show that you're there...that's all I need...

Looks like kadang2 we get hurt for the wrong person and for the wrong reason...

Fed up! Tak mahu sakit lagi dah for those yang not worth it...

No Doubt - Don't Speak

"Don't Speak"

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts...

(p/s : i am posting this song because this is how i really feel right now...let me keep this feeling deep inside, cez letting it out will just crash "us")

The Long Awaited Princess In The Family...SASHA ADELIA BINTI SHAHROL AZUWAR

Tepat pukul 5.08pg, 5 Oktober 2010...lahirlah Sasha Adelia ke dunia nie, membawa seribu kebahagiaan buat adik tersayangku, Noor Izzyatul Ashikin. Alhamdulillah, kedua2nya selamat, walaupun aku yang di kejauhan ni tak lena tidur mengenangkan adik tersayang yg bertarung nyawa melahirkan bayi comel seberat 3.16kg.

Inilah wajah adik kesayangan aku disamping puteri sulungnya...dalam family kami adik aku, si Cintek ni lah perempuan yg last dalam family selain aku....yg lain semuanya boys...termasuklah dua org anak aku yg comel2 tu :)

Hai...tenangnye tgk muke si princess Sasha nie...muka banyak ikut Arol, adik ipar aku...geramnye tengok pipi yg mmg macam kuih pau tu....eeeiiiii tak sabar rasenyer nak cubit2 budak kenit nie...

Arol, Cintek dan Sasha Adelia di ulangtahun pertama perkahwinan mereka (9th Oktober 2010)...semoga perkahwinan mereka kekal hingga hujung nyawa...dan dikurniakan lebih ramai anak2 yg secomel kedua2nya....Aminnn....

Inilah wajah terbaru Sasha Adelia, 14th Oktober 2010...sepuluh hari usianya...berat pun dah bertambah ke 3.5kg...maklumlah si comel ni kuat menyusu badan...okaylah si comel Sasha...minggu ni "Ibu" jumpa kamu...rindunyaaaaa....sbb tak pernah tengok lagi si comel ni live :)